Tuesday, February 27, 2007
Just now I was engrossed in one of the best cheese burgers I've had in a long while. I don't quite know if that was a positive experience or not, but I know I've got a fast food addiction when I'm rating Macccas as one of my all time favourite diners. Shietttttttttttttttttttt... Someone save me!!
Saturday, February 24, 2007
The other day I wanted to have a day off... but when I was at home doing nothing much, I felt like I was wasting my time... I thought, that one or two hour watching tv could've been $40 of waiting tables... Ohh the conversions that go thru my head these days!! Phewww! Am I... (dare I say it?!) becoming a WORKAHOLIC????! :X
I think I am at a relatively good place right now. My life doesn't seem as exciting as it once was, but I still think it's pretty great. I'm pretty comfortable and I'm starting to get used to and starting to like the routine that's been going on. I'm not too keen on 730 am starts, but I suppose it's just another pattern to get into, then I'll be alright as always. :)
I think it's odd that I'm getting chubs... Okay so I guess there's no surprise since I've been living at Maccas for the last three weeks... It could also be the combination of sitting on my arse all day and lack of sleep as well, but regardless, those exercise machines are good to look at but my motivation hasn't picked up as yet!!
Time is flooding by so quickly. Already March liaooo. And that means it's someone special's birthday!!!! ;P
Thursday, February 22, 2007
For the past two weeks I've done the horrible... I've been eating MacDonalds!
And not just a few times a week, but EVERYDAY!!! OMG!!!!!
I don't know if I'm happy or upset about it, cos everyday after work that's the sort of junk food pick up I crave for! I even used the excuse of bad traffic to do a u-turn, which of course ended up in the drive thru lane of Maccas South Perth!! LOL
I'm currently sitting on the border of "yeah I work so hard, I deserve a lil treat!" to "fark I think I just developed another roll.... I think I'm super-sizing myself..." I really must bring less cash out!! I think next week I'll just bring enough for all day parking... that'll control me!!!
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I'm seriously loving my team! I love my team manager, Margaret - she's fantastic and she is kind, helpful and lenient... I don't mean that as a weakness, cos she's strict at the right times but compassionate enough to bend the rules when necessary. Ahhhh, I think I've fallen in love with her!!! kekeke ;P
The rest of my team seem great too... I've got to say though, I do feel more at ease with the boys... probably cos I haven't associated with the girls as much... They don't seem "as" friendly, but it's ok cos I've got the lovely Margaret to help me out!
There is one team manager who I dislike... She appears grumpy and when you approach her for assistance she seems like you've stepped on her toes... I try not to bother her for help nowadays... One time I felt like she was on the verge of yelling at me for asking too many questions... some leader she is... I feel sorry for her team... Oh wells, lucky I've got the best team leader!!!
Gary's leaving us for a bank soon! What a traitor!! jkz... But I'll have no one else as a lunch date after this week! He has Monday off and resigns officially on Tuesday next week!! Awww *sniff* We had good times talking shit and random stuff, will be sad when he is gone and I am left alone!! Good luck Gazza!!
Random ramblings...
Sometimes I wish life was all sunshine and lollipops. Unfortunately for me, it's dead-ends after dead-ends. But when I get over all the pettiness and negativity, I realise that life would be horrible all cheerio. If nothing negative ever happened, how would we ever differentiate and appreciate between "good" and "bad"?
Dejavu always gives me goosebumps. It's like a flashback of a moment so vivid and true while everything else seems vague and inconclusive. I always want to recapture more of the moment and try to remember when I was in the same situation... I believe dejavu is a sign to beware and take care! There must be a deeper reason than just a coincidence why a singular moment would replay on our conciousness.
Another thing that never fails to amaze me is the way fate unfolds. It's such a miraculous process where some trip and fail, while others climb, perservere and succeed... yet it's as if these obstacles were instilled by the powers above for us to conquer and learn from... Sometimes we're left feeling we're out of our own league, as if everything's out of our control, when in reality, we have the power to make and do just about anything.
So fortune tellers, astrologers, palm readers and the like have always facinated me. Horoscopes particularly, had always been my bible. I always said to myself I would never want to know my life, but after visiting a fortune teller my perception of myself, my life and those around me has changed. Again, I've always said that if I found out, I would promise myself not to base my life around it... but my visit not only gave me direction and a new lease of life, but also some hope. It's not to say I needed clarification of whether my life would be good or bad, but it was a positive experience to hear my "destiny" analysed from my date and time of birth and my full name... I suppose it does sound weak of me to believe someone who could be pulling my strings for some quick cash, but some comments he made were eeringly true.
I'm learning more about myself everyday. It feels good to establish myself as a better person. It also feels wonderful to enjoy my life but also to share with others great conversations and carefree days of nothing-much to those who are close and true.
Time has become a reality for me, more so the lack of time in a day. There is only so much one can do in 24 hours with at least 7 hours spent on sleep, 12 hours of work and then at least 1 hour of me time before I head to sleep again... though life is still great! My new year's resolution is to look forward to and embrace my journey of self discovery, peace and happiness... and learn to appreciate the finer things in life... the simple life! :)
Nite peeps.
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
Just now I was engrossed in one of the best cheese burgers I've had in a long while. I don't quite know if that was a positive experience or not, but I know I've got a fast food addiction when I'm rating Macccas as one of my all time favourite diners. Shietttttttttttttttttttt... Someone save me!!
Saturday, February 24, 2007
The other day I wanted to have a day off... but when I was at home doing nothing much, I felt like I was wasting my time... I thought, that one or two hour watching tv could've been $40 of waiting tables... Ohh the conversions that go thru my head these days!! Phewww! Am I... (dare I say it?!) becoming a WORKAHOLIC????! :X
I think I am at a relatively good place right now. My life doesn't seem as exciting as it once was, but I still think it's pretty great. I'm pretty comfortable and I'm starting to get used to and starting to like the routine that's been going on. I'm not too keen on 730 am starts, but I suppose it's just another pattern to get into, then I'll be alright as always. :)
I think it's odd that I'm getting chubs... Okay so I guess there's no surprise since I've been living at Maccas for the last three weeks... It could also be the combination of sitting on my arse all day and lack of sleep as well, but regardless, those exercise machines are good to look at but my motivation hasn't picked up as yet!!
Time is flooding by so quickly. Already March liaooo. And that means it's someone special's birthday!!!! ;P
Thursday, February 22, 2007
For the past two weeks I've done the horrible... I've been eating MacDonalds!
And not just a few times a week, but EVERYDAY!!! OMG!!!!!
I don't know if I'm happy or upset about it, cos everyday after work that's the sort of junk food pick up I crave for! I even used the excuse of bad traffic to do a u-turn, which of course ended up in the drive thru lane of Maccas South Perth!! LOL
I'm currently sitting on the border of "yeah I work so hard, I deserve a lil treat!" to "fark I think I just developed another roll.... I think I'm super-sizing myself..." I really must bring less cash out!! I think next week I'll just bring enough for all day parking... that'll control me!!!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I'm seriously loving my team! I love my team manager, Margaret - she's fantastic and she is kind, helpful and lenient... I don't mean that as a weakness, cos she's strict at the right times but compassionate enough to bend the rules when necessary. Ahhhh, I think I've fallen in love with her!!! kekeke ;P
The rest of my team seem great too... I've got to say though, I do feel more at ease with the boys... probably cos I haven't associated with the girls as much... They don't seem "as" friendly, but it's ok cos I've got the lovely Margaret to help me out!
There is one team manager who I dislike... She appears grumpy and when you approach her for assistance she seems like you've stepped on her toes... I try not to bother her for help nowadays... One time I felt like she was on the verge of yelling at me for asking too many questions... some leader she is... I feel sorry for her team... Oh wells, lucky I've got the best team leader!!!
Gary's leaving us for a bank soon! What a traitor!! jkz... But I'll have no one else as a lunch date after this week! He has Monday off and resigns officially on Tuesday next week!! Awww *sniff* We had good times talking shit and random stuff, will be sad when he is gone and I am left alone!! Good luck Gazza!!
Random ramblings...
Sometimes I wish life was all sunshine and lollipops. Unfortunately for me, it's dead-ends after dead-ends. But when I get over all the pettiness and negativity, I realise that life would be horrible all cheerio. If nothing negative ever happened, how would we ever differentiate and appreciate between "good" and "bad"?
Dejavu always gives me goosebumps. It's like a flashback of a moment so vivid and true while everything else seems vague and inconclusive. I always want to recapture more of the moment and try to remember when I was in the same situation... I believe dejavu is a sign to beware and take care! There must be a deeper reason than just a coincidence why a singular moment would replay on our conciousness.
Another thing that never fails to amaze me is the way fate unfolds. It's such a miraculous process where some trip and fail, while others climb, perservere and succeed... yet it's as if these obstacles were instilled by the powers above for us to conquer and learn from... Sometimes we're left feeling we're out of our own league, as if everything's out of our control, when in reality, we have the power to make and do just about anything.
So fortune tellers, astrologers, palm readers and the like have always facinated me. Horoscopes particularly, had always been my bible. I always said to myself I would never want to know my life, but after visiting a fortune teller my perception of myself, my life and those around me has changed. Again, I've always said that if I found out, I would promise myself not to base my life around it... but my visit not only gave me direction and a new lease of life, but also some hope. It's not to say I needed clarification of whether my life would be good or bad, but it was a positive experience to hear my "destiny" analysed from my date and time of birth and my full name... I suppose it does sound weak of me to believe someone who could be pulling my strings for some quick cash, but some comments he made were eeringly true.
I'm learning more about myself everyday. It feels good to establish myself as a better person. It also feels wonderful to enjoy my life but also to share with others great conversations and carefree days of nothing-much to those who are close and true.
Time has become a reality for me, more so the lack of time in a day. There is only so much one can do in 24 hours with at least 7 hours spent on sleep, 12 hours of work and then at least 1 hour of me time before I head to sleep again... though life is still great! My new year's resolution is to look forward to and embrace my journey of self discovery, peace and happiness... and learn to appreciate the finer things in life... the simple life! :)
Nite peeps.
