I'm feeling so unbelievably tired. Absolute exhaustion. I've got this killer headache stretching from the top of my head to the back of my neck and my eyes are sore too. =( So this is how it feels to work a 9 to 5 job... Well in my case an 830 to 430. *sigh* Which really isn't too bad... Just gotta get into the pattern then I will be fine. =)
I'm all for positive attitude, but traffic in the peak hour rush really shits me. And I've become an aggressive driver as a result of it! There's so many out there who are rude, arrogant and pathetic drivers! Two things that really bug me: 1. People who speed up, overtake me and then slow down... I mean what's the point in speeding up in front in the first place? To piss me off??! 2. People who don't do "thankyous" (e.g. a quick wave or some sort of global thankyou hand gesture...) when you give way to them (cutting the lines) and do them a bloody favour. GRriZzLeZz.
Was watching What's Good For You" on Channel 9 this evening. Was pretty interesting especially the story about whether males and females are better suited to each other if they're more similar than not. So the conclusion whether opposites really attract? Well, find a mate who's simialr to you, BUT not toooooo similar... Make sure you share the same values... + Be good friends... Sounds so simple eh? =P
And I just spoke to Sophia and she asked me whether I liked the magnet or not and I was thinking, what are you talking about? hehe I'm so sorry babes!! I was so stressed out about Saturday night that when I got home I plopped to bed (tried to get some ZZZ but it didn't happen very well unfortunately.. ;|) and honestly haven't looked at it since! I'm so SOOOOORRRRRRYYYYY!!! I'll love it cos you got exceptional taste and cos you put your heart into getting me a gift when you didn't even have to!! I appreciate it even before I looked at it cos it was such a sweet gesture babe! *HuGgLeZz* You've brightened up my night already! *Muakz*
Nite peeps,
xoxo
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
James Morrison is gonna appear on Rove Live soon! oOOoo I wanna see but I need to I need to retire to bed very soon.. Need my ZZz... but after I drool over him!! Nites peeps!
I appreciate when he tells me he loves me and whole-heartedly means it.
He loves me, he loves me not, he loves me, he loves me... not???
Sometimes I wonder whether I have bipolar disorder. I don't know why I experience extreme highs and dangerous lows. When I'm happy, I'm crazily chirpy and smily. When I'm in the shits, I feel like the whole world crashes on my shoulders and I am left shattered under the rubbles.
Maybe I just have inner demons that I have yet to overcome.
Maybe I am too hard on him.
Maybe I am too possessive. I squeeze the life out of him.
Maybe I am just a shit gf...
Sometimes when my relationships seems to be breaking down, I look to myself and think what have I done wrong...
OMG *shiver* Jordan sounds extremely bad.. actually they both sound as bad as each other! ;P And I used to like Peter Andre back in the good ol' days! HAHHAAA
Being Australian is about driving in a German car to an Irish pub for a Belgian beer, then travelling home, grabbing an Indian curry or a Turkish kebab on the way, to sit on Swedish furniture and watch American shows on a Japanese TV.
Oh and...... Only in Australia... can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance.
Only in Australia ... do supermarkets make sick people walk all the way to the back of the shop to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front.
Only in Australia ... do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries and a DIET coke.
Only in Australia ... do banks leave both doors open and chain the pens to the counters.
Only in Australian ... do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars on the drive and lock our junk and cheap lawn mower in the garage.
Only in Australia ... do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have 'call waiting' so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place.
Only in Australia ... are there disabled parking places in front of a skating rink.
NOT TO MENTION...
3 Aussies die each year testing if a 9v battery works on their tongue.
142 Aussies were injured in 1999 by not removing all pins from new shirts.
58 Aussies are injured each year by using sharp knives instead of screwdrivers.
31 Aussies have died since 1996 by watering their Christmas tree while the fairy lights were plugged in.
8 Aussies had serious burns in 2000 trying on a new jumper with a lit cigarette in their mouth.
A massive 543 Aussies were admitted to Emergency in the last two years after opening bottles of beer with their teeth.
....and finally, In 2000 eight Aussies cracked their skull whilst throwing up into the toilet.
It's times like these when I luv forwards!! ;P
Random blah blahs...
I love what sakuraying reasoned in her recent blog entry. Go and have a lookie peeps. :)
Late for my second day at my new job... How impressive... Bloody public transport... Naa it's cos I left a tad late, but I didn't expect to take so long driving to the Cannington train station (early hour traffic sucks and then missing the bloody train didn't help much either!)
Been studying policies and procedures (yawnz) for so long, that I'm too scared to even mention the name of the place I work at... All I can say is it's a telecommunications company... ;X
The atmosphere there is pretty inviting so I'm glad about that. Some nice colours here and there, ergonomic furniture, lotsa safety signs, modern layout etc. Woot woot. Too bad they did shit all to the lobby - it was so dull and depressing, I almost walked back out on my first day!
Work wise, our duties seem pretty interesting at this point in time... I haven't been deterred as yet... Though one of the colleauges who's been there awhile said I'd probably be over it in 6 months... (a bit of a worry!)
Your internal dialogue is silent -- no one else hears it unless you voice it.
In Detail
Are you growing impatient with someone? If by this point certain milestones that should have been achieved aren't, then today is the day to speak up about it. Chances are, this person is completely unaware of your frustration. Step outside of yourself and realize that all your internal dialogue is muted -- no one else can hear it unless you voice it. Have courage to speak your mind and try to speed them along. They're more willing than you realize.
Pisces
The Bottom Line
Let go of old grudges and move beyond the fear of not being perfect.
In Detail
Emotionally, you should be feeling more independent today ... you are heading toward a major turning point where you can just let go of old grudges and move beyond the fear of not being a perfect person. You are making the best choices you can, and you should not dwell on missteps you have made. Your personal dramas will be taking a back seat to other, more challenging projects or activities. Focus more on those today and you will forget about insecurities.
Monday, October 23, 2006
What happens when you discover something that may appear rather insignificant, yet it bloody makes your emotions rise through the roof?
I don't know whether I'm petty or what... But I don't like to discover shit that I've been feeling shit about all along. It's women's intuition I tell ya.
Would you randomly give your password to a "friend"?
Would you tell your partner you're going to study - leading them to believe that you will study at the library which is behind your house... yet appear at someone's place instead... which might I add isn't nearby.
My mistake for casually going through someone's phone. Yes so I breached the "privacy" code and I dun fucking care atm. But it simply annoyed me.
And perhaps there is some other explanation... But tell me, when you read shit like that, what else would you think? Summore, your partner doesn't tell you much at all... And when you ask, "Oh so who called/ who msged?" he sighs and says shit like, "Er what's with the interrogation?" (Fucken shittttface)
So they say not to let a third party win. Yet how can your own partner leave out such details when you're supposed to be their erm "partner"?
If single then noone will care... But with a partner it's two people that you're messing with... not one.
Another note, I hate to see when your partner can't be fucked to wake up countless numbers of times for you, but will wake up at a fucking early time for some other bitch.
Also, when your partner tells you empty words such as promising to visit your place, yet has only stepped in less than 10 times this whole year.
WHO'S FUCKING WITH WHO NOW?
AM I GOING FUCKING INSANE?
Are my hurt feelings fucking justifiable?
Sunday, October 22, 2006
Hunni always makes fun of my memory loss.. in fact just about everyone gives me shit about my short term memory... But last night, I proved them (ok just hunni lah) wrong!!
We were driving to ermm... the Casino (agains.. twice in one day! We're truly H.O.o.K.e.D!! More about that laterz) for Mikey's birthday at the Ruby Room (Pfft yea some excuse! jkz) and on the way there babe and I were talking about his prior gambling addictions five years ago!
I said, "Yeah I remember you lost heapsa money there with me and you were devastated, so you totally quit gambling after cos you were scarred from it..."
The he goes and tells me, "Err I never went to the casino with you..."
Shocked I was like, "Errr do you remember I was wearing those beige pants and this pink top with beige arms??? And we went together and we parked in the pay parking???..."
And he was like, "Umm, yeah those beige pants you used to wear all the time... but I don't remember that...."
Me, "Well, I had no clothes then!! Well, actually, you bought me along cos you lost some large amount of money or something and you wanted to win it back.. you know, from 'Big and Small'??"
Babe, "OOooO um it must've been with Jason cos I used to go with him... OOoo yeahhh I remember now babe!!..."
Then he beamed this 'proud-face' look at me and said with a grin, "OHhhH babe, such a good memory..." He laughs, "But how come you can't remember other things, and you remember stuff like that??"
Me, "Welllllllll I might have a shit short term memory, but I remember most things that I hold dear and important to me..."
Hunni, " Awwww babe!!!" *gush gush* Squeeze my hand, Make out.. jkz, we were driving!! hauhauhauhauhuahauhaua
That was a sweet moment!
The he was like, "Hmm what that I was a gambler??"
Me, "Err nooo! Just cos we were really happy together then... (and I went on and on, but something along these lines..) Well like all relationships, it's damnn good in the beginning and happy and it should be like that... I mean if the guy doesn't even want to see you, doesn't even get excited about spending most of his time with you, then there's a problem... Same as when a relationship wears in and it's been awhile, you either love them more or you lose the feeling... Either you get close and understand each other better or you won't even be fucked to do the simplest things and then you'll know that there really is no point anymore... that it's all over lor..."
Babe, "Awww babe, so you think I'm not interested in you anymore???"
Me, "Nooo, I'm just saying.... but it's true right? Was it not logical?"
~~~ X o X o X o X o ~~~
Earlier that arvo, babe entered the Poker Tournament at the Casino. He was rushing cos he was scared he wouldn't make it in time... It was kinda cute seeing him stress out, but I felt bad for him at the same time.. cos he realllllllllllllllllllllly wanted to enter it (we had to make it there at least 30 mins before the start time to register)... Luckily we got there in time and some of babe's other friends such as YJ and Nate and some other guys entered too... I was pretty surprised to see Edmond there too! And might I just add, that he looks exactly the same, except he has some bumfluff on his chin now! hehehe
I was actually feeling uber tired but I had told babe that I wanted to go to watch and support him (I dun back out on these things! - You got my word babe ;))... I even turned down several invites to the beachhhhhhhhh! But that was cool, cos it was really fun watching (intense, sweaty, nerve racking, but damnnn exciting) and hunni actually won a hand!! It was such a cool moment!
When hunni lost, he looked absolutely devastated and I gave him a big hug cos I knew he was really disappointed... But at least he wasn't the first guy to get out... And the first guy who got out was the guy who won the last tournament!! HAHAHAHHAHA Now that's embarrassing.. especially cos the MC was like, "And the first contestant to leave us...." LOL Poor guy! Hunni was like the 4th or 5th guy to leave his table, which was pretty alrite... You win some, you lose some babe...
Yj was damn lucky too... He was down to $75 then he won a hand or two and earnt like $7000 something!!! He even lasted to the second round!!
Afterwards we went to play Black Jack and hunni ended up breaking even... *phew* But we were still scared to return for Mikey's birthday!! Itchy fingers... How to resist???
~~~ X o X o X o X o ~~~
After 5.5 hours of work, I felt super tired. But then I wanted to go where babe went so we went back to the Casino... We didn't even end up going to the Ruby Room cos the line was so long. But we saw Mikey and wished him happy birthday...
Babe couldn't resist and he entered the Limited Poker Tournament... but after two hours of it, he lost $150... He said he didn't like it cos people could continue playing even if they lost all their chips (they just change more of their own money, so the more capital you had, the more chances as you had more to play with)
Then the boyz went to play Black Jack and luckily hunni won $300 something which meant that he played the two tournaments for free and won bout $180 all up. I joked with him in the car saying that it isn't toooooo hard to save up for my Tiffany bracelet! keke Then he was like, "Ohh yeah that's why I'm saving all my money..." ahuhahauhauhaah Gosh now I feel like I'm da one making him gamble!!! OH NO! :X
We headed to The Rise to meet some of the boys. Jon T was back for the weekend from Singapore so hunni wanted to catch up with him. But by the time we got there, Thomas and Jon T had already left... Thomas went to Metroz for the chicks and Jon went back to his hotel, apparently he was tired...
Afterwards we headed to Church... It was pretty boring cos all the people left over were all the druggies so *yawn* I pretty much just sat there with Leon chatting... Later I saw this girl who looked really familiar but I couldn't remember who she was so I kinda pretended I didn't see her... but finally I walked into her so I just said, "Hey you know you look really familiar but I can't remember what your name is..." and she was like, "Yeah I saw you but you looked like you had forgotten who I was, I'm Mei Ying!!!!" She was Calvin's friend, but also YJ's!! huahuhauahua So farnie, she just came back from Melbourne, she stays there now and she's a hairdresser over there!! She had that punk rocker hair so she looked quite hardcore... but once she mentioned her name, I remembered her again... Awww I thought she looked better with her long locks... ;) Also saw Lam, Vu, Melanie and Sheree and her bro there...
OoO and bumped into 'Ah Yook', some guy I met at Dinos one time with Mags and my cousin... He brought me a drink and we were drinking together, then he dropped his glass and it landed next to my foot!!! I didn't feel any pain but later in the toilet, I had some glass shards on it and I was bleeding!! Bloody hell!!!!! Luckily I was alrite. I forgave him cos he apologised and said he was quite drunk already... Aiiii drunkards.... Funny cos he also told me he was called Bryan and I was like, no it's not, don't you have a Chinese name??? hauhauhau Finally he told me and I was like, Yep yeah I know I knowwww!
We didn't get home till 6ish! The sun was already up and shining... Gosh was soooo tired I dozed off in the car to babe and JBoy talking... hehehe
Thursday, October 19, 2006
Answer yes or no to each thing to see what your sins are worth...
Smoked pot-- $10 Got drunk, passed and don't remember the night before-- $20 Went skinny dipping-- $5 Had sex in a pool-- $20 Kissed someone of the same sex-- $10 Had sex with someone of the same sex $20 Cheated on your g/f or b/f -- $10 Cheated on your g/f or b/f with their relative or close friend--$20 Done oral-- $5 Got oral-- $5 Done / Got oral in a car while it was moving --$25 Prank called the cops-- $5 Stole something-- $10 Stole something worth over more than a hundred dollars--$20 Had sex with someone 10 years older-- $20 Had sex with someone under 21 and you are over 27--$25 Cried yourself to sleep-- $5 Cried during sex--$20 Been in love-- $25 Been in love with two people or more at the same time --$50 Said you love someone but didn't mean it-- $25 Went streaking-- $5 Went streaking in broad daylight --$15 Been arrested-- $5 Spent time in jail --$15 Peed in the pool-- $0.50 Played spin the bottle-- $5 Done something you regret-- $20 Had a crush on your best friend--$5 Had sex with your best friend --$20 Had a crush on someone at work --$5 Had sex with someone you work with at work --$25 Lied to your mate --$5 Lied to your mate about the sex being good --$25
My results: $190.5o.. (so YES, I have peed in a pool before!!) unless I added it wrong! lol
Just came back from watching The Departed. It was pretty good, though I keep hearing the rest of the boys rave on about how much better the Chinese version (Infernal Affairs) is.. Sooo I guess I'll have to watch it myself then make a judgment... I thought Leonardo Dicaprio's performance was better than Matt Damon's. Dicaprio was a much more emotional and intense character and got to go crazy in his scenes, whereas Damon was moreso the too cool for school baddy.. Though I still can't get over seeing Jack Nicholson's dick in the porn theatre! It was so feral!! He whipped it out so quickly, I didn't even get a chance to cover my eyes!!! EWWWW I'm scarred now!
Hunni's gone to play poker with the boys at Julsy's place... At least he isn't back at the Casino.. *phew* When I heard that Andrew was there tonight, I was so worried Jimmy was gonna go too!! Luckily he didn't! I'm so scared of losing our winnings back to that place!! It takes so much effort to win (or even just win back to break even), but it's sooooo easy to lose... It's an evil, evil place there... Though we did go and join Club Burswood!! hehe ;X And I bumped into May, who used to work in the Canteen and she told me that I'm only allowed back into the Casino after 6 months of resignation! OOOpPsiEee!! :X O wells...
I got my Telstra induction tomorrow at 1pm so I better head off to get my beauty sleep!
Wish me luck peeps!
Nite nitez!
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
Current Read:
"Nightis leaving and I stand at the window and I watch. Orange and pink streaks sail across the blue of the sky, large birds silhouette themselves against the red of the rising sun, clouds inch their way toward me. I can feel blood dripping from the wounds on my face and I can feel my heart beating and I can feel the weight of my life beginning to drop and I realize why dawn is called mourning." (2003, p. 20)
Paul celebrated his 28th birthday at Dragonboat Seafood Restaurant! It was a cozy gathering of about 20 friends, on two tables (split between the earlys and the late comers!!) Babe stressed that we were late, but we ended up being the first to arrive after Paul and Vicki!! hehe
Steamboat was fun, though a large group makes eating quite a challenge. It felt like we were all hungry hyenas, watching and waiting for the right time to pounce on our prey! So it was kinda crap in that sense since we all had to wait around for our food to be cooked... and in the end someone else snatches our beef and japanese tofu! DOH!
It was lovely catching up with everyone - I hadn't seen them more spoken to them in such a long while... I finally saw Vicki's engagement ring and WOAH MOMMA, Dannnngg, it was bloody HUGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! It was soooo *BLING BLING* I was blinded by it! Absolutely stunning!!! I think I left some drool on her hand cos it was absolutely drool-worthy!! Paul has excellent taste!! Hope it rubs off on to Jimmy laterz.. keke ;P
Vicki got Paul a delicious lil 'Picnic' cake... Pity it wasn't serve chilled cos it would've tasted much better!! ;p... But still yum!
Laters Christine noticed that my dress strap broke!! ARgHhh! I've been having damn bad luck with a lot of my purchases lately... The Green Animal Print Lee top I wore to GK also ended up with a broken strap!! GRRRR Poor quality shittts.. *sigh* So once again I've got to go to return and hopefully this time round I will be able to get a good one back!! (I felt so sad getting that damn refund for that Green Lee top, cos I really liked it! *sniff* At that point, I was so desperate I would've settled for a size 10, but then decided not to... Aiiii)
Babe + I
Birthday boy, Paul + Rodney (being gay) hehe
A very smokin' Cindy + Alton ;)
Leon + JBoy (Audrey was in Sydney or something..)
Awwww happy birthday to Paul!
Cute how they were both posing but for different cameras!! keke
Paul cutting his Picnic cake and Vicki looking all cheeky!!
Mai lee + Christine giving each other some lovin'!
Aww nice pic girls!
Me, my Egg + Chrissy Jie!
Me + Christine
Christine + JJ *pinch*
Happily married!
Yugi + Resa.. Happily Married alsooo!
Resa + Me
Nat + Me
Paul + his tequila wormie!! Ewwww WHOoPs I forgot to change it outta black and white.. can you still see it in his mouth??!
After dinner we headed to Mustang Bar for a few drinks with Paul and co while the others went home... Met Andrew and he introed his old boss to us and I was shocked cos he looked really young... and Jap... I guess cos I assumed he'd be older, like most Asian Restauranteurs are.. *shrugs* He also had a friend called Renae but it was a guy and another called Lee... Andrew and I had a chuckle about how funny it would be if someone got their names confused! (Something I prob would've done!)
We left Paul and co and headed to Hitz for Andrew's birthday! Once again it was a small close-knit group so it was fun!
Andrew, babe + Jack
Awww, me + hunni... thx Andrew for taking such a good pic!!
The gang... Enson, Paul, Sandy, Jimmy, YJ, Jack, Aaron + Andrew
Laters, outside Hitz, the boyz get up to no good... ;P (hunni looks hot there...)
Aaron + Andrew
YJ, Aaron, Jack + Mikey
One last one for memory sake! (Jack, you poser!! roflz)
At home, me being vain...
Hmm this lighting is better! ;P I luv my earrings!
Like any good mother, when Karen found out that another baby was on the way, she did what she could to help her 3-year-old son, Michael, prepare for a new sibling. They found out that the new baby was going be a girl, and day after day, night after night, Michael sang to his sister in Mommy's tummy. He was building a bond of love with his little sister before he even met her.
The pregnancy progressed normally for Karen. In time, the labor pains came. Soon it was every five minutes, every three, every minute. But serious complications arose during delivery and Karen found herself in hours of labor. Would a C-section be required?
Finally, after a long struggle, Michael's little sister was born. But she was in very serious condition. With a siren howling in the night, the ambulance rushed the infant to the neonatal intensive care unit at Mary's Hospital, Knoxville, Tennessee.
The days inched by. The little girl got worse. The pediatrician had to tell the parents there is very little hope. Be prepared for the worst. Karen and her husband contacted a local cemetery about a burial plot. They had fixed up a special room in their house for their new baby but now they found themselves having to plan for a funeral.
Michael, however, kept begging his parents to let him see his sister. "I want to sing to her", he kept saying. Week two in intensive care looked as if a funeral would come before the week was over. Michael kept nagging about singing to his sister, but kids are never allowed in Intensive Care. Karen decided to take Michael whether they liked it or not. If he didn't see his sister right then, he may never see her alive.
She dressed him in an oversized scrub suit and marched him into ICU. He looked like a walking laundry basket. The head nurse recognized him as a child and bellowed, "Get that kid out of here now. No children are allowed." The mother rose up strong in Karen, and the usually mild-mannered lady glared steel-eyed right into the head nurse's face, her lips a firm line, "He is not leaving until he sings to his sister" she stated. Then Karen towed Michael to his sister's bedside.
He gazed at the tiny infant losing the battle to live. After a moment, he began to sing. In the pure-hearted voice of a 3-year-old, Michael sang: "You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy when skies are gray."
Instantly the baby girl seemed to respond. The pulses rate began to calm down and become steady.
"Keep on singing, Michael," encouraged Karen with tears in her eyes. "You never know, dear, how much I love you, please don't take my sunshine away."
As Michael sang to his sister, the baby's ragged, strained breathing became as smooth as a kitten's purr.
"Keep on singing, sweetheart."
"The other night, dear, as I lay sleeping, I dreamed I held you in my arms".
Michael's little sister began to relax as rest, healing rest, seemed to sweep over her.
"Keep on singing, Michael." Tears had now conquered the face of the bossy head nurse. Karen glowed. "You are my sunshine, my only sunshine. Please don't take my sunshine away..."
The next, day...the very next day...the little girl was well enough to go home.
Woman's Day Magazine called it The Miracle of a Brother's Song. The medical staff just called it a miracle. Karen called it a miracle of God'slove.
NEVER GIVE UP ON THE PEOPLE YOU LOVE.
LOVE IS SO INCREDIBLY POWERFUL.
Life is good. Have a Wonderful Day!
the past & the future
10 taun yang lalu (yrs ago)? > 14 - in year 9
5 taun yang lalu (yrs ago)? > 19 - doing Asian Studies & Commerce in Curtin
2 taun yang lalu (yrs ago)? > 22 - stressing bout boring ol' uni
1 taun yang lalu (yr ago)? > 23 - tough single times... but met some good blokes who were there for me while I hit rock bottom...
1 bln yang lalu (mth ago)? > Working for Rydges & Chins...
2 minggu lalu (wks ago)? > Was working every night...
1 minggu yang lalu (wk ago)? > Started going to Casino..
kemarin (yesterday)? > Spent e day with Jimmy's grandparents, babe, & went to Casino...
hari ini (tday)? > Slept in, bummed around on e computer, & hunni just said movies later! Woohoo!
besok (tmr)? > Telstra Induction...
minggu depan (nx wk)? > Training...
Bulan depan (nx mth)? > Holidaying in KL!!!
Taun depan (nx yr)? > Hopefully better career prospects... A tad uncertain...
2 taun k depan (yrs later)? > Have a stable job, looking into investing in a house...
5 taun ke depan (yrs later)? > Married? *dreaming* haha
10 taun ke depan (yrs later)? > Married with children????? Happy happy!
A - Available: NOT, Totally in LURVE with my man A - Age: 24 A - Annoyance: Bitches, Rude-asses, Users, Gf/Bf snatchers..
B - Best Friend: My bf, all mah gfs B - Beer: I'm a beer chick anyday! B - Birthday: 30 July
C - Crush: Currently, James Morrison - luv his voice! C - Car: Toyota Altise C - Candy: Sugus + Starburst lollipops!
D - Day or night: I appreciate both! D - Dream Car: Well before when I was an avid bus catcher + car pooler, I would've been happy with any ol' reliable bomb! Now... anything expensive la~ keke D - Dog or cat: Puppies!
E - Easiest person to talk to: my best buddies E - Eggs: boiled... E - Email: hotmail
F - Favorite Month: July (my bday peeps), Dec (Christmas cheer!), March (hunni's bday) F - Favorite color: Just about all the colours of the rainbow.. I've always been a fan of yellow tho! F - Favorite Memory: Everything with my honey + innocent childhood memories...
G - Gummy Bears or Worms: neither? G - Giver or taker: Both! G - Gum: yeah when the mood kicks in or if I'm at a rave :P
H - Hair Color: black H - Height: 165com H - Happy: YUP!
I - Ice Cream: Yes! Baskins Green Tea icecream, Haagendas Green Tea icecream.. (see the pattern?!) I - Instrument: I was a crap clarinet player some long years ago! I - Idol: James Morrison, Jay Chow!
J - Jewelry: yes, all the timeeeee.. but still waiting for a biggggg momma one... *hint hint* J - Job: Professional Bum? Erm p/t waitress? J - Jail: Never
K - Kids: cute K - Kickboxing or karate: kickboxing K - Kindergarten: in Lynwood...
L - Longest Car Ride: Driving to Holland - Paris - Belguim - Luxemburg L - Last person you talk to: my babe, every night before I ZZZ
M - Milk flavor: chocolate M - Most missed person(s): my JimmyJammy M - Movie Last Watched: Ums on DVD, "Memoirs of the Geisha", at e movies... can't rmb?!
N - Number of Siblings: 2 younger bros N - Number of Tattoos: 1 N - Name: Evelyn
O - ONE WISH: Just to be happy + for everyone I love to be happy too! O - One Phobia: ermm insects....Fish... Anything gross... O - One regret: not studying harder when I was younger...
Q - Quick or Slow: depends of my mood Q - Quiet or Loudmouth: ermm to those who are close, I'm loudmouth... otherwise I'm relatively quiet..
R - Reason to smile: being in LURVE with my darling + seeing my besties happy! R - Reality TV Show: American/Australian Idol... BB... Amazing Race... Old episodes of Survivor R - Reasons to cry: F**cking bitches ,rude-asses, users, gf/gf snatchers doing their thing.. GRRRRRz
S - Song Last Heard: You Give Me Something - James Morrison ;P S - Season: In lurve with Summerrrrrr S - Shoe: Cute flats, flip flops for Summerrrr
T - Time you woke: noon ;P T - Time Now: 5.24 pm T - Time for bed: ~ midnight
U - U love someone: Yeps U - Unpredictable: Erm not really, I'm a bloody open book! U - Underwear: cute + colourful
V - Vegetable you hate: Erm love all veges... except those bitter melons... V - Vegetable you love: All asian ones like Kai Lan, Spinach, Kang Kong... V - Vacation spot: Anywhere tropical, otherwise London + Paris!
W- Water flavor: Ermm all natural spring water?? W- Where are you going to travel next: KL - KK - Spore - Thailand :)) W- Weather right now: Sunny
X - X-Rays: Ums when I hurt my finger at some faction carnival?! X - X-Rated Porn: When I'm up for it...?
Y - Year you were born: 1982 Y - Year it is now: 2006 Y - Yellow: Sunshine + Lollipops = Happi Happi!
Z - Zoo Animal: Elephant! Z - Zodiac: Leo Z - Zoolander: lol yeah I'm a Wannabe Ben Stiller!
ONE. Give people more than theyexpect and do it cheerfully.
TWO. Marry a man/woman you love totalk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.
THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.
FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it.
FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye.
SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.
SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight.
EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone'sdreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much.
NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.
TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.
ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives.
TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly.
THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?" FOURTEEN. Remember that great loveand great achievements involve great risk.
FIFTEEN. Say "bless you" when you hear someone sneeze.
SIXTEEN. When you lose, don't lose thelesson
SEVENTEEN. Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; andresponsibility for all your actions.
EIGHTEEN. Don't let a little disputeinjure a great friendship.
NINETEEN. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.
TWENTY. Smile when picking up thephone. The caller will hear it in your voice.
TWENTY-ONE. Spend some time alone.
Mentos Advert
Horridly clever, horridly captivating!
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
John Mayer Slow Dancing in a Burning Room Jones Beach 8/30/0
Aiii I melt summore... till I'm a puddle on e floor... keke
James Morrison - You give me something
OMG I am so in love with his voice... I'm melting... ;P
Superstition #23: Don't gamble after sex, it gives you bad luck.
True or false leh? Apparently it's true if you're Chinese... lol ;P
Monday, October 16, 2006
Despite the gloomy sky and weather change, it's a special day today...
It's World Food Day! This year's theme is "Investing in agriculture for food security". The theme hopes to reverse the decline in foreign aid for agriculture and rural development, and to "bring down the curtain on hunger".
Fact:An estimated 854 million people around the world remain undernourished.
Makes me feel extremely guilty when I waste my food... and when I cry about not being able to afford this and that when there's people out there in famine, their skin clinging to their bones... And here I am complaining that I am fat... I am not fat, I am happy and healthy... More than I could ever ask for :))
Today also marks our 5 years and 4 months anniversary! Wooo hooo! ;P *happi happi joy joy*
Sunday, October 15, 2006
"A child's definition of love: Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other. Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redbird. When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you. You can break love, but it won't die."~ Anonymous
Happy 23rd Birthday, Dr Chan!!!!!! ~ E boys after a night of drinking + poker + bluffff!
Awww such a beautiful day.. cos it's Andrews birthday!
I'm gonna miss Julsy's place... look at e magnificent scenery... Absolutely stunningggg... :)
Roe Hwy, on e way home...
14/10/06 @ Hitz: Sandy + me
Me + babe
Agains..
The boys were facinated with e porn that popped up on e screen... look at their heads turn!! :p
Dom (hopelessly missing Sophiaaa!! aww so sweet!), Andrew + Paul blasting out some hot tunes..
11/11/06 @ Siennas celebrating 3 years anniversary of Chin's Noodle House: Me + babe (even though I wasn't ready, I thought my mouth looked a bit like Sailor Moon's Cat... Serena?? hehe ;P)
Ok, take two = much better!!
Thomas + Zhong
Fai Fai (+ his unfortunate thumb injury) + Thomas (making fun of his unfortunate thumb injury) keke
My Seafood platter - erm looks better than its taste
ROFLZ farnie we look S.T.U.P.I.D! I like, I likeeee ;P
Awww this looks noiceeee!
Practicing my photography skills on Thomas... making him look too cool for school! ;p
Aii me again... on e way to Mustang Bar with babe!
@ Timezone: Our first pic! Dun babe look sooo hot??
Our second pic! I love u babes ~ Always + Foreva ~ *smoochies*
Monday, October 30, 2006
I'm feeling so unbelievably tired. Absolute exhaustion. I've got this killer headache stretching from the top of my head to the back of my neck and my eyes are sore too. =( So this is how it feels to work a 9 to 5 job... Well in my case an 830 to 430. *sigh* Which really isn't too bad... Just gotta get into the pattern then I will be fine. =)
I'm all for positive attitude, but traffic in the peak hour rush really shits me. And I've become an aggressive driver as a result of it! There's so many out there who are rude, arrogant and pathetic drivers! Two things that really bug me: 1. People who speed up, overtake me and then slow down... I mean what's the point in speeding up in front in the first place? To piss me off??! 2. People who don't do "thankyous" (e.g. a quick wave or some sort of global thankyou hand gesture...) when you give way to them (cutting the lines) and do them a bloody favour. GRriZzLeZz.
Was watching What's Good For You" on Channel 9 this evening. Was pretty interesting especially the story about whether males and females are better suited to each other if they're more similar than not. So the conclusion whether opposites really attract? Well, find a mate who's simialr to you, BUT not toooooo similar... Make sure you share the same values... + Be good friends... Sounds so simple eh? =P
And I just spoke to Sophia and she asked me whether I liked the magnet or not and I was thinking, what are you talking about? hehe I'm so sorry babes!! I was so stressed out about Saturday night that when I got home I plopped to bed (tried to get some ZZZ but it didn't happen very well unfortunately.. ;|) and honestly haven't looked at it since! I'm so SOOOOORRRRRRYYYYY!!! I'll love it cos you got exceptional taste and cos you put your heart into getting me a gift when you didn't even have to!! I appreciate it even before I looked at it cos it was such a sweet gesture babe! *HuGgLeZz* You've brightened up my night already! *Muakz*
Nite peeps,
xoxo
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
James Morrison is gonna appear on Rove Live soon! oOOoo I wanna see but I need to I need to retire to bed very soon.. Need my ZZz... but after I drool over him!! Nites peeps!
I appreciate when he tells me he loves me and whole-heartedly means it.
He loves me, he loves me not, he loves me, he loves me... not???
Sometimes I wonder whether I have bipolar disorder. I don't know why I experience extreme highs and dangerous lows. When I'm happy, I'm crazily chirpy and smily. When I'm in the shits, I feel like the whole world crashes on my shoulders and I am left shattered under the rubbles.
Maybe I just have inner demons that I have yet to overcome.
Maybe I am too hard on him.
Maybe I am too possessive. I squeeze the life out of him.
Maybe I am just a shit gf...
Sometimes when my relationships seems to be breaking down, I look to myself and think what have I done wrong...
OMG *shiver* Jordan sounds extremely bad.. actually they both sound as bad as each other! ;P And I used to like Peter Andre back in the good ol' days! HAHHAAA
Being Australian is about driving in a German car to an Irish pub for a Belgian beer, then travelling home, grabbing an Indian curry or a Turkish kebab on the way, to sit on Swedish furniture and watch American shows on a Japanese TV.
Oh and...... Only in Australia... can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance.
Only in Australia ... do supermarkets make sick people walk all the way to the back of the shop to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front.
Only in Australia ... do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries and a DIET coke.
Only in Australia ... do banks leave both doors open and chain the pens to the counters.
Only in Australian ... do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars on the drive and lock our junk and cheap lawn mower in the garage.
Only in Australia ... do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have 'call waiting' so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place.
Only in Australia ... are there disabled parking places in front of a skating rink.
NOT TO MENTION...
3 Aussies die each year testing if a 9v battery works on their tongue.
142 Aussies were injured in 1999 by not removing all pins from new shirts.
58 Aussies are injured each year by using sharp knives instead of screwdrivers.
31 Aussies have died since 1996 by watering their Christmas tree while the fairy lights were plugged in.
8 Aussies had serious burns in 2000 trying on a new jumper with a lit cigarette in their mouth.
A massive 543 Aussies were admitted to Emergency in the last two years after opening bottles of beer with their teeth.
....and finally, In 2000 eight Aussies cracked their skull whilst throwing up into the toilet.
It's times like these when I luv forwards!! ;P
Random blah blahs...
I love what sakuraying reasoned in her recent blog entry. Go and have a lookie peeps. :)
Late for my second day at my new job... How impressive... Bloody public transport... Naa it's cos I left a tad late, but I didn't expect to take so long driving to the Cannington train station (early hour traffic sucks and then missing the bloody train didn't help much either!)
Been studying policies and procedures (yawnz) for so long, that I'm too scared to even mention the name of the place I work at... All I can say is it's a telecommunications company... ;X
The atmosphere there is pretty inviting so I'm glad about that. Some nice colours here and there, ergonomic furniture, lotsa safety signs, modern layout etc. Woot woot. Too bad they did shit all to the lobby - it was so dull and depressing, I almost walked back out on my first day!
Work wise, our duties seem pretty interesting at this point in time... I haven't been deterred as yet... Though one of the colleauges who's been there awhile said I'd probably be over it in 6 months... (a bit of a worry!)
Your internal dialogue is silent -- no one else hears it unless you voice it.
In Detail
Are you growing impatient with someone? If by this point certain milestones that should have been achieved aren't, then today is the day to speak up about it. Chances are, this person is completely unaware of your frustration. Step outside of yourself and realize that all your internal dialogue is muted -- no one else can hear it unless you voice it. Have courage to speak your mind and try to speed them along. They're more willing than you realize.
Pisces
The Bottom Line
Let go of old grudges and move beyond the fear of not being perfect.
In Detail
Emotionally, you should be feeling more independent today ... you are heading toward a major turning point where you can just let go of old grudges and move beyond the fear of not being a perfect person. You are making the best choices you can, and you should not dwell on missteps you have made. Your personal dramas will be taking a back seat to other, more challenging projects or activities. Focus more on those today and you will forget about insecurities.
Monday, October 23, 2006
What happens when you discover something that may appear rather insignificant, yet it bloody makes your emotions rise through the roof?
I don't know whether I'm petty or what... But I don't like to discover shit that I've been feeling shit about all along. It's women's intuition I tell ya.
Would you randomly give your password to a "friend"?
Would you tell your partner you're going to study - leading them to believe that you will study at the library which is behind your house... yet appear at someone's place instead... which might I add isn't nearby.
My mistake for casually going through someone's phone. Yes so I breached the "privacy" code and I dun fucking care atm. But it simply annoyed me.
And perhaps there is some other explanation... But tell me, when you read shit like that, what else would you think? Summore, your partner doesn't tell you much at all... And when you ask, "Oh so who called/ who msged?" he sighs and says shit like, "Er what's with the interrogation?" (Fucken shittttface)
So they say not to let a third party win. Yet how can your own partner leave out such details when you're supposed to be their erm "partner"?
If single then noone will care... But with a partner it's two people that you're messing with... not one.
Another note, I hate to see when your partner can't be fucked to wake up countless numbers of times for you, but will wake up at a fucking early time for some other bitch.
Also, when your partner tells you empty words such as promising to visit your place, yet has only stepped in less than 10 times this whole year.
WHO'S FUCKING WITH WHO NOW?
AM I GOING FUCKING INSANE?
Are my hurt feelings fucking justifiable?
Sunday, October 22, 2006
Hunni always makes fun of my memory loss.. in fact just about everyone gives me shit about my short term memory... But last night, I proved them (ok just hunni lah) wrong!!
We were driving to ermm... the Casino (agains.. twice in one day! We're truly H.O.o.K.e.D!! More about that laterz) for Mikey's birthday at the Ruby Room (Pfft yea some excuse! jkz) and on the way there babe and I were talking about his prior gambling addictions five years ago!
I said, "Yeah I remember you lost heapsa money there with me and you were devastated, so you totally quit gambling after cos you were scarred from it..."
The he goes and tells me, "Err I never went to the casino with you..."
Shocked I was like, "Errr do you remember I was wearing those beige pants and this pink top with beige arms??? And we went together and we parked in the pay parking???..."
And he was like, "Umm, yeah those beige pants you used to wear all the time... but I don't remember that...."
Me, "Well, I had no clothes then!! Well, actually, you bought me along cos you lost some large amount of money or something and you wanted to win it back.. you know, from 'Big and Small'??"
Babe, "OOooO um it must've been with Jason cos I used to go with him... OOoo yeahhh I remember now babe!!..."
Then he beamed this 'proud-face' look at me and said with a grin, "OHhhH babe, such a good memory..." He laughs, "But how come you can't remember other things, and you remember stuff like that??"
Me, "Welllllllll I might have a shit short term memory, but I remember most things that I hold dear and important to me..."
Hunni, " Awwww babe!!!" *gush gush* Squeeze my hand, Make out.. jkz, we were driving!! hauhauhauhauhuahauhaua
That was a sweet moment!
The he was like, "Hmm what that I was a gambler??"
Me, "Err nooo! Just cos we were really happy together then... (and I went on and on, but something along these lines..) Well like all relationships, it's damnn good in the beginning and happy and it should be like that... I mean if the guy doesn't even want to see you, doesn't even get excited about spending most of his time with you, then there's a problem... Same as when a relationship wears in and it's been awhile, you either love them more or you lose the feeling... Either you get close and understand each other better or you won't even be fucked to do the simplest things and then you'll know that there really is no point anymore... that it's all over lor..."
Babe, "Awww babe, so you think I'm not interested in you anymore???"
Me, "Nooo, I'm just saying.... but it's true right? Was it not logical?"
~~~ X o X o X o X o ~~~
Earlier that arvo, babe entered the Poker Tournament at the Casino. He was rushing cos he was scared he wouldn't make it in time... It was kinda cute seeing him stress out, but I felt bad for him at the same time.. cos he realllllllllllllllllllllly wanted to enter it (we had to make it there at least 30 mins before the start time to register)... Luckily we got there in time and some of babe's other friends such as YJ and Nate and some other guys entered too... I was pretty surprised to see Edmond there too! And might I just add, that he looks exactly the same, except he has some bumfluff on his chin now! hehehe
I was actually feeling uber tired but I had told babe that I wanted to go to watch and support him (I dun back out on these things! - You got my word babe ;))... I even turned down several invites to the beachhhhhhhhh! But that was cool, cos it was really fun watching (intense, sweaty, nerve racking, but damnnn exciting) and hunni actually won a hand!! It was such a cool moment!
When hunni lost, he looked absolutely devastated and I gave him a big hug cos I knew he was really disappointed... But at least he wasn't the first guy to get out... And the first guy who got out was the guy who won the last tournament!! HAHAHAHHAHA Now that's embarrassing.. especially cos the MC was like, "And the first contestant to leave us...." LOL Poor guy! Hunni was like the 4th or 5th guy to leave his table, which was pretty alrite... You win some, you lose some babe...
Yj was damn lucky too... He was down to $75 then he won a hand or two and earnt like $7000 something!!! He even lasted to the second round!!
Afterwards we went to play Black Jack and hunni ended up breaking even... *phew* But we were still scared to return for Mikey's birthday!! Itchy fingers... How to resist???
~~~ X o X o X o X o ~~~
After 5.5 hours of work, I felt super tired. But then I wanted to go where babe went so we went back to the Casino... We didn't even end up going to the Ruby Room cos the line was so long. But we saw Mikey and wished him happy birthday...
Babe couldn't resist and he entered the Limited Poker Tournament... but after two hours of it, he lost $150... He said he didn't like it cos people could continue playing even if they lost all their chips (they just change more of their own money, so the more capital you had, the more chances as you had more to play with)
Then the boyz went to play Black Jack and luckily hunni won $300 something which meant that he played the two tournaments for free and won bout $180 all up. I joked with him in the car saying that it isn't toooooo hard to save up for my Tiffany bracelet! keke Then he was like, "Ohh yeah that's why I'm saving all my money..." ahuhahauhauhaah Gosh now I feel like I'm da one making him gamble!!! OH NO! :X
We headed to The Rise to meet some of the boys. Jon T was back for the weekend from Singapore so hunni wanted to catch up with him. But by the time we got there, Thomas and Jon T had already left... Thomas went to Metroz for the chicks and Jon went back to his hotel, apparently he was tired...
Afterwards we headed to Church... It was pretty boring cos all the people left over were all the druggies so *yawn* I pretty much just sat there with Leon chatting... Later I saw this girl who looked really familiar but I couldn't remember who she was so I kinda pretended I didn't see her... but finally I walked into her so I just said, "Hey you know you look really familiar but I can't remember what your name is..." and she was like, "Yeah I saw you but you looked like you had forgotten who I was, I'm Mei Ying!!!!" She was Calvin's friend, but also YJ's!! huahuhauahua So farnie, she just came back from Melbourne, she stays there now and she's a hairdresser over there!! She had that punk rocker hair so she looked quite hardcore... but once she mentioned her name, I remembered her again... Awww I thought she looked better with her long locks... ;) Also saw Lam, Vu, Melanie and Sheree and her bro there...
OoO and bumped into 'Ah Yook', some guy I met at Dinos one time with Mags and my cousin... He brought me a drink and we were drinking together, then he dropped his glass and it landed next to my foot!!! I didn't feel any pain but later in the toilet, I had some glass shards on it and I was bleeding!! Bloody hell!!!!! Luckily I was alrite. I forgave him cos he apologised and said he was quite drunk already... Aiiii drunkards.... Funny cos he also told me he was called Bryan and I was like, no it's not, don't you have a Chinese name??? hauhauhau Finally he told me and I was like, Yep yeah I know I knowwww!
We didn't get home till 6ish! The sun was already up and shining... Gosh was soooo tired I dozed off in the car to babe and JBoy talking... hehehe
Thursday, October 19, 2006
Answer yes or no to each thing to see what your sins are worth...
Smoked pot-- $10 Got drunk, passed and don't remember the night before-- $20 Went skinny dipping-- $5 Had sex in a pool-- $20 Kissed someone of the same sex-- $10 Had sex with someone of the same sex $20 Cheated on your g/f or b/f -- $10 Cheated on your g/f or b/f with their relative or close friend--$20 Done oral-- $5 Got oral-- $5 Done / Got oral in a car while it was moving --$25 Prank called the cops-- $5 Stole something-- $10 Stole something worth over more than a hundred dollars--$20 Had sex with someone 10 years older-- $20 Had sex with someone under 21 and you are over 27--$25 Cried yourself to sleep-- $5 Cried during sex--$20 Been in love-- $25 Been in love with two people or more at the same time --$50 Said you love someone but didn't mean it-- $25 Went streaking-- $5 Went streaking in broad daylight --$15 Been arrested-- $5 Spent time in jail --$15 Peed in the pool-- $0.50 Played spin the bottle-- $5 Done something you regret-- $20 Had a crush on your best friend--$5 Had sex with your best friend --$20 Had a crush on someone at work --$5 Had sex with someone you work with at work --$25 Lied to your mate --$5 Lied to your mate about the sex being good --$25
My results: $190.5o.. (so YES, I have peed in a pool before!!) unless I added it wrong! lol
Just came back from watching The Departed. It was pretty good, though I keep hearing the rest of the boys rave on about how much better the Chinese version (Infernal Affairs) is.. Sooo I guess I'll have to watch it myself then make a judgment... I thought Leonardo Dicaprio's performance was better than Matt Damon's. Dicaprio was a much more emotional and intense character and got to go crazy in his scenes, whereas Damon was moreso the too cool for school baddy.. Though I still can't get over seeing Jack Nicholson's dick in the porn theatre! It was so feral!! He whipped it out so quickly, I didn't even get a chance to cover my eyes!!! EWWWW I'm scarred now!
Hunni's gone to play poker with the boys at Julsy's place... At least he isn't back at the Casino.. *phew* When I heard that Andrew was there tonight, I was so worried Jimmy was gonna go too!! Luckily he didn't! I'm so scared of losing our winnings back to that place!! It takes so much effort to win (or even just win back to break even), but it's sooooo easy to lose... It's an evil, evil place there... Though we did go and join Club Burswood!! hehe ;X And I bumped into May, who used to work in the Canteen and she told me that I'm only allowed back into the Casino after 6 months of resignation! OOOpPsiEee!! :X O wells...
I got my Telstra induction tomorrow at 1pm so I better head off to get my beauty sleep!
Wish me luck peeps!
Nite nitez!
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
Current Read:
"Nightis leaving and I stand at the window and I watch. Orange and pink streaks sail across the blue of the sky, large birds silhouette themselves against the red of the rising sun, clouds inch their way toward me. I can feel blood dripping from the wounds on my face and I can feel my heart beating and I can feel the weight of my life beginning to drop and I realize why dawn is called mourning." (2003, p. 20)
Paul celebrated his 28th birthday at Dragonboat Seafood Restaurant! It was a cozy gathering of about 20 friends, on two tables (split between the earlys and the late comers!!) Babe stressed that we were late, but we ended up being the first to arrive after Paul and Vicki!! hehe
Steamboat was fun, though a large group makes eating quite a challenge. It felt like we were all hungry hyenas, watching and waiting for the right time to pounce on our prey! So it was kinda crap in that sense since we all had to wait around for our food to be cooked... and in the end someone else snatches our beef and japanese tofu! DOH!
It was lovely catching up with everyone - I hadn't seen them more spoken to them in such a long while... I finally saw Vicki's engagement ring and WOAH MOMMA, Dannnngg, it was bloody HUGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! It was soooo *BLING BLING* I was blinded by it! Absolutely stunning!!! I think I left some drool on her hand cos it was absolutely drool-worthy!! Paul has excellent taste!! Hope it rubs off on to Jimmy laterz.. keke ;P
Vicki got Paul a delicious lil 'Picnic' cake... Pity it wasn't serve chilled cos it would've tasted much better!! ;p... But still yum!
Laters Christine noticed that my dress strap broke!! ARgHhh! I've been having damn bad luck with a lot of my purchases lately... The Green Animal Print Lee top I wore to GK also ended up with a broken strap!! GRRRR Poor quality shittts.. *sigh* So once again I've got to go to return and hopefully this time round I will be able to get a good one back!! (I felt so sad getting that damn refund for that Green Lee top, cos I really liked it! *sniff* At that point, I was so desperate I would've settled for a size 10, but then decided not to... Aiiii)
Babe + I
Birthday boy, Paul + Rodney (being gay) hehe
A very smokin' Cindy + Alton ;)
Leon + JBoy (Audrey was in Sydney or something..)
Awwww happy birthday to Paul!
Cute how they were both posing but for different cameras!! keke
Paul cutting his Picnic cake and Vicki looking all cheeky!!
Mai lee + Christine giving each other some lovin'!
Aww nice pic girls!
Me, my Egg + Chrissy Jie!
Me + Christine
Christine + JJ *pinch*
Happily married!
Yugi + Resa.. Happily Married alsooo!
Resa + Me
Nat + Me
Paul + his tequila wormie!! Ewwww WHOoPs I forgot to change it outta black and white.. can you still see it in his mouth??!
After dinner we headed to Mustang Bar for a few drinks with Paul and co while the others went home... Met Andrew and he introed his old boss to us and I was shocked cos he looked really young... and Jap... I guess cos I assumed he'd be older, like most Asian Restauranteurs are.. *shrugs* He also had a friend called Renae but it was a guy and another called Lee... Andrew and I had a chuckle about how funny it would be if someone got their names confused! (Something I prob would've done!)
We left Paul and co and headed to Hitz for Andrew's birthday! Once again it was a small close-knit group so it was fun!
Andrew, babe + Jack
Awww, me + hunni... thx Andrew for taking such a good pic!!
The gang... Enson, Paul, Sandy, Jimmy, YJ, Jack, Aaron + Andrew
Laters, outside Hitz, the boyz get up to no good... ;P (hunni looks hot there...)
Aaron + Andrew
YJ, Aaron, Jack + Mikey
One last one for memory sake! (Jack, you poser!! roflz)
At home, me being vain...
Hmm this lighting is better! ;P I luv my earrings!
Like any good mother, when Karen found out that another baby was on the way, she did what she could to help her 3-year-old son, Michael, prepare for a new sibling. They found out that the new baby was going be a girl, and day after day, night after night, Michael sang to his sister in Mommy's tummy. He was building a bond of love with his little sister before he even met her.
The pregnancy progressed normally for Karen. In time, the labor pains came. Soon it was every five minutes, every three, every minute. But serious complications arose during delivery and Karen found herself in hours of labor. Would a C-section be required?
Finally, after a long struggle, Michael's little sister was born. But she was in very serious condition. With a siren howling in the night, the ambulance rushed the infant to the neonatal intensive care unit at Mary's Hospital, Knoxville, Tennessee.
The days inched by. The little girl got worse. The pediatrician had to tell the parents there is very little hope. Be prepared for the worst. Karen and her husband contacted a local cemetery about a burial plot. They had fixed up a special room in their house for their new baby but now they found themselves having to plan for a funeral.
Michael, however, kept begging his parents to let him see his sister. "I want to sing to her", he kept saying. Week two in intensive care looked as if a funeral would come before the week was over. Michael kept nagging about singing to his sister, but kids are never allowed in Intensive Care. Karen decided to take Michael whether they liked it or not. If he didn't see his sister right then, he may never see her alive.
She dressed him in an oversized scrub suit and marched him into ICU. He looked like a walking laundry basket. The head nurse recognized him as a child and bellowed, "Get that kid out of here now. No children are allowed." The mother rose up strong in Karen, and the usually mild-mannered lady glared steel-eyed right into the head nurse's face, her lips a firm line, "He is not leaving until he sings to his sister" she stated. Then Karen towed Michael to his sister's bedside.
He gazed at the tiny infant losing the battle to live. After a moment, he began to sing. In the pure-hearted voice of a 3-year-old, Michael sang: "You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy when skies are gray."
Instantly the baby girl seemed to respond. The pulses rate began to calm down and become steady.
"Keep on singing, Michael," encouraged Karen with tears in her eyes. "You never know, dear, how much I love you, please don't take my sunshine away."
As Michael sang to his sister, the baby's ragged, strained breathing became as smooth as a kitten's purr.
"Keep on singing, sweetheart."
"The other night, dear, as I lay sleeping, I dreamed I held you in my arms".
Michael's little sister began to relax as rest, healing rest, seemed to sweep over her.
"Keep on singing, Michael." Tears had now conquered the face of the bossy head nurse. Karen glowed. "You are my sunshine, my only sunshine. Please don't take my sunshine away..."
The next, day...the very next day...the little girl was well enough to go home.
Woman's Day Magazine called it The Miracle of a Brother's Song. The medical staff just called it a miracle. Karen called it a miracle of God'slove.
NEVER GIVE UP ON THE PEOPLE YOU LOVE.
LOVE IS SO INCREDIBLY POWERFUL.
Life is good. Have a Wonderful Day!
the past & the future
10 taun yang lalu (yrs ago)? > 14 - in year 9
5 taun yang lalu (yrs ago)? > 19 - doing Asian Studies & Commerce in Curtin
2 taun yang lalu (yrs ago)? > 22 - stressing bout boring ol' uni
1 taun yang lalu (yr ago)? > 23 - tough single times... but met some good blokes who were there for me while I hit rock bottom...
1 bln yang lalu (mth ago)? > Working for Rydges & Chins...
2 minggu lalu (wks ago)? > Was working every night...
1 minggu yang lalu (wk ago)? > Started going to Casino..
kemarin (yesterday)? > Spent e day with Jimmy's grandparents, babe, & went to Casino...
hari ini (tday)? > Slept in, bummed around on e computer, & hunni just said movies later! Woohoo!
besok (tmr)? > Telstra Induction...
minggu depan (nx wk)? > Training...
Bulan depan (nx mth)? > Holidaying in KL!!!
Taun depan (nx yr)? > Hopefully better career prospects... A tad uncertain...
2 taun k depan (yrs later)? > Have a stable job, looking into investing in a house...
5 taun ke depan (yrs later)? > Married? *dreaming* haha
10 taun ke depan (yrs later)? > Married with children????? Happy happy!
A - Available: NOT, Totally in LURVE with my man A - Age: 24 A - Annoyance: Bitches, Rude-asses, Users, Gf/Bf snatchers..
B - Best Friend: My bf, all mah gfs B - Beer: I'm a beer chick anyday! B - Birthday: 30 July
C - Crush: Currently, James Morrison - luv his voice! C - Car: Toyota Altise C - Candy: Sugus + Starburst lollipops!
D - Day or night: I appreciate both! D - Dream Car: Well before when I was an avid bus catcher + car pooler, I would've been happy with any ol' reliable bomb! Now... anything expensive la~ keke D - Dog or cat: Puppies!
E - Easiest person to talk to: my best buddies E - Eggs: boiled... E - Email: hotmail
F - Favorite Month: July (my bday peeps), Dec (Christmas cheer!), March (hunni's bday) F - Favorite color: Just about all the colours of the rainbow.. I've always been a fan of yellow tho! F - Favorite Memory: Everything with my honey + innocent childhood memories...
G - Gummy Bears or Worms: neither? G - Giver or taker: Both! G - Gum: yeah when the mood kicks in or if I'm at a rave :P
H - Hair Color: black H - Height: 165com H - Happy: YUP!
I - Ice Cream: Yes! Baskins Green Tea icecream, Haagendas Green Tea icecream.. (see the pattern?!) I - Instrument: I was a crap clarinet player some long years ago! I - Idol: James Morrison, Jay Chow!
J - Jewelry: yes, all the timeeeee.. but still waiting for a biggggg momma one... *hint hint* J - Job: Professional Bum? Erm p/t waitress? J - Jail: Never
K - Kids: cute K - Kickboxing or karate: kickboxing K - Kindergarten: in Lynwood...
L - Longest Car Ride: Driving to Holland - Paris - Belguim - Luxemburg L - Last person you talk to: my babe, every night before I ZZZ
M - Milk flavor: chocolate M - Most missed person(s): my JimmyJammy M - Movie Last Watched: Ums on DVD, "Memoirs of the Geisha", at e movies... can't rmb?!
N - Number of Siblings: 2 younger bros N - Number of Tattoos: 1 N - Name: Evelyn
O - ONE WISH: Just to be happy + for everyone I love to be happy too! O - One Phobia: ermm insects....Fish... Anything gross... O - One regret: not studying harder when I was younger...
Q - Quick or Slow: depends of my mood Q - Quiet or Loudmouth: ermm to those who are close, I'm loudmouth... otherwise I'm relatively quiet..
R - Reason to smile: being in LURVE with my darling + seeing my besties happy! R - Reality TV Show: American/Australian Idol... BB... Amazing Race... Old episodes of Survivor R - Reasons to cry: F**cking bitches ,rude-asses, users, gf/gf snatchers doing their thing.. GRRRRRz
S - Song Last Heard: You Give Me Something - James Morrison ;P S - Season: In lurve with Summerrrrrr S - Shoe: Cute flats, flip flops for Summerrrr
T - Time you woke: noon ;P T - Time Now: 5.24 pm T - Time for bed: ~ midnight
U - U love someone: Yeps U - Unpredictable: Erm not really, I'm a bloody open book! U - Underwear: cute + colourful
V - Vegetable you hate: Erm love all veges... except those bitter melons... V - Vegetable you love: All asian ones like Kai Lan, Spinach, Kang Kong... V - Vacation spot: Anywhere tropical, otherwise London + Paris!
W- Water flavor: Ermm all natural spring water?? W- Where are you going to travel next: KL - KK - Spore - Thailand :)) W- Weather right now: Sunny
X - X-Rays: Ums when I hurt my finger at some faction carnival?! X - X-Rated Porn: When I'm up for it...?
Y - Year you were born: 1982 Y - Year it is now: 2006 Y - Yellow: Sunshine + Lollipops = Happi Happi!
Z - Zoo Animal: Elephant! Z - Zodiac: Leo Z - Zoolander: lol yeah I'm a Wannabe Ben Stiller!
ONE. Give people more than theyexpect and do it cheerfully.
TWO. Marry a man/woman you love totalk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.
THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.
FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it.
FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye.
SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.
SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight.
EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone'sdreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much.
NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.
TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.
ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives.
TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly.
THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?" FOURTEEN. Remember that great loveand great achievements involve great risk.
FIFTEEN. Say "bless you" when you hear someone sneeze.
SIXTEEN. When you lose, don't lose thelesson
SEVENTEEN. Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; andresponsibility for all your actions.
EIGHTEEN. Don't let a little disputeinjure a great friendship.
NINETEEN. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.
TWENTY. Smile when picking up thephone. The caller will hear it in your voice.
TWENTY-ONE. Spend some time alone.
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Tuesday, October 17, 2006
John Mayer Slow Dancing in a Burning Room Jones Beach 8/30/0
Aiii I melt summore... till I'm a puddle on e floor... keke
James Morrison - You give me something
OMG I am so in love with his voice... I'm melting... ;P
Superstition #23: Don't gamble after sex, it gives you bad luck.
True or false leh? Apparently it's true if you're Chinese... lol ;P
Monday, October 16, 2006
Despite the gloomy sky and weather change, it's a special day today...
It's World Food Day! This year's theme is "Investing in agriculture for food security". The theme hopes to reverse the decline in foreign aid for agriculture and rural development, and to "bring down the curtain on hunger".
Fact:An estimated 854 million people around the world remain undernourished.
Makes me feel extremely guilty when I waste my food... and when I cry about not being able to afford this and that when there's people out there in famine, their skin clinging to their bones... And here I am complaining that I am fat... I am not fat, I am happy and healthy... More than I could ever ask for :))
Today also marks our 5 years and 4 months anniversary! Wooo hooo! ;P *happi happi joy joy*
Sunday, October 15, 2006
"A child's definition of love: Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other. Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redbird. When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you. You can break love, but it won't die."~ Anonymous
Happy 23rd Birthday, Dr Chan!!!!!! ~ E boys after a night of drinking + poker + bluffff!
Awww such a beautiful day.. cos it's Andrews birthday!
I'm gonna miss Julsy's place... look at e magnificent scenery... Absolutely stunningggg... :)
Roe Hwy, on e way home...
14/10/06 @ Hitz: Sandy + me
Me + babe
Agains..
The boys were facinated with e porn that popped up on e screen... look at their heads turn!! :p
Dom (hopelessly missing Sophiaaa!! aww so sweet!), Andrew + Paul blasting out some hot tunes..
11/11/06 @ Siennas celebrating 3 years anniversary of Chin's Noodle House: Me + babe (even though I wasn't ready, I thought my mouth looked a bit like Sailor Moon's Cat... Serena?? hehe ;P)
Ok, take two = much better!!
Thomas + Zhong
Fai Fai (+ his unfortunate thumb injury) + Thomas (making fun of his unfortunate thumb injury) keke
My Seafood platter - erm looks better than its taste
ROFLZ farnie we look S.T.U.P.I.D! I like, I likeeee ;P
Awww this looks noiceeee!
Practicing my photography skills on Thomas... making him look too cool for school! ;p
Aii me again... on e way to Mustang Bar with babe!
@ Timezone: Our first pic! Dun babe look sooo hot??
Our second pic! I love u babes ~ Always + Foreva ~ *smoochies*
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